수요일, 10월 24, 2007
Enlightened.
Listening to: Tohoshinki [Lovin' you]Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH KAY WEE~~ ^^Didnt treat my jie to dinner this year (yet) cos well i gather he's too busy with his masters and there should be more than enough people celebrating for him. Lol. Anyway thanks for being part of my memories in jap class together with kayee.. think jap was the only module that was terrifying yet memorable at the same time. XD. Cant even recall what i did for LSM modules now..
Hmm sometimes i really feel that im psychotic.
Or rather, maybe i would be diagnosed with some split personality disorder if i ever do pay a visit to the psychiatrist. -____-
Kiwon and huiye both feel that my likings are rather inconsistent.
Does liking animals and surfing junior naver (some korean children's site) clash with a innate sadistic streak in me? I never did have much concern for primates for one thing. But any form of injustice, however minor dealt to animals is just intolerable.
Huiye said i betray my own species..
Lol.
I am not joking but i really think homosapiens arent as smart as they think. However, its a fact that they think too much of themselves that it becomes well, dumb. Sorry no offense to any human being in particular.. i am just stating my piece.
Maybe i was just too affected by the movie yesterday.
Caught [The Brave One] at Cathay with kiwon and it was strangely disturbing. Did i really think that much?
I was originally supposed to be going to KL with nat for the dbsk concert in november. But my mum was firmly against it because of safety issues so she was trying to erm bribe me with other stuff so that i would change my mind about going. Frankly, i was quite adamant about it at first til i watched the movie yesterday.
I know, and alot of people know i would probably do anything to watch the concert.
But after the flick, i suddenly felt really uneasy about going.
Jodi foster and her fiance in the show were just walking along in the park with their german shepherd at night and a bunch of hooligans appeared and in the scuffle, her fiance was brutally beaten to death. It made me wonder: does having a male companion really ensure your safety? Even the german shepherd failed to protect its owners..
N the part when she tried to pick up her life again after the incident convinced me that it could never be the same again. How can you face the world if you fear it..
'I always believed that fear belonged to other people. Weaker people. It never touched me. And then it did. And when it touches you, you know... that it's been there all along. Waiting beneath the surfaces of everything you loved. ' -one of the lines in [The Brave One]Laugh at me for being a scaredy cat but its not that i dun trust my own guts.
Human beings just aint as sane as animals.
As i mentioned, im just commenting. I dun hate this world as much as i sounded.. Really.
I am just an extremist~ Ha.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 2:51 PM